Friday, February 23, 2024

O ranních čekání v Ostrově na čerstvý chléb

 

Vzpomínám, jak zrána před sedmou

postával jsem u dveří krámku pana Blechy

a čekal, až otevřou, abych mohl rychle koupit

čerstvý, ještě teplý chleba a třeba slaný rohlík

 

nebo koblížek či šáteček složený jak malý dopis,

a za zády po noci ztichlé náměstí zkoušelo si

bez zrcadla, šaty ze smotané mlhy, a těžké bylo

jak myška, co se neudrží, po cestě hned domů

 

a z pečiva nic neohlodat, neoloupat, neokusit,

když vše vonělo a zvalo líp než božská mana,

svolně, rozkošně a zkřehka křupající mi do slin.

 

Ó jak velkolepě chutnala ta malá, prostá blaha,

jež i pouhé dítě mělo za míň než pár korun,

a tak i duši, již díky tomu bude se chtít básnit.

In 1982 in the Soviet Union

 

So light, so fine, no bras,

thus, once upon a time,

no more, came beauty

on a local midnight

 

creaking, panting bus

like elusive elegance

of a sonnet’s sound,

transforming pounds

 

of the humdrum drums

into a chorus of delight,

euphonious and divine—

 

not a dress but a tactile,

diaphanous song with wings

she’d take on and off at will.

Tuesday, February 20, 2024

The Kerouac Theme


According to legend, Thevetat or Devadatta was the great

‘invisible’ Dragon King who corrupted the initiates of Atlantis,

turning them into evil sorcerers. H. P. Blavatsky Isis Unveiled,

vol. 1, p. 594

 

            The women of that nation run

                                    on spinning Fortuna wheels,

whirling like St. Michael

and his flaming sword—

 

                        both commissioned to stand

            at the entrance into Paradise

 

                                    where, once upon a time,

no one was said to be able to walk—

knowing          they were,       in fact, naked,

 

            yet so damn close

                        to knowing both evil and good,

even to knowing         how to tell                   them apart.

 

***

 

Clap clap clap

gyrating against the beast,

                                                            horned like a goat

(who likes to step on toes of the high places)

and against the eaters of apples,

                        on their way of “becoming one of us.”

 

Why, those wheels and cyclopic eyes—

                                    the wheels of quivering conceptions—

                        would hang just below the midriffs,

the midpoints and means

between vicars and wizards,

black sorcerers,

and conjurers and clerics—

 

full of voids

of towering Babels,

Exodus,

and giant Floods—

 

and with heavy and thick hangovers after—

(when not even the good ol guy knew                       

what                            he was doing

or with whom—

 

or whether someone    had planned it all        this way).

 

But now someone, they say,               must always stand guard

                        by those rotating gyros and wheels

unless Hell and the Old Nick,

busting all the squalid secrets,

 

go agog and all agape again—

                       

                        Over and over their “never again.”    

           

            Again. Ravenously evermore.

 

For thousands of years.

 

On and on. As always.

 

And that’s why even gods have to use now

locks, passwords, and codes

like everyone else.

 

Verily it’s written

                                    that, at the end of the world,

she’ll drive the man out,

and that at the east                 

of the garden of Eden

(where one may expect to find Russia)

some Egyptian cherubim would be turning

her feathers and snakelike foil every way,

guarding the way

to Woman, Wisdom, and Life.

 

For anyway half of the nation already feeds

                                                            no more on words and bread

but on heroin, fentanyl, mushrooms, LSD, crack—

                                                in training most of their lives

            for Hades’ postmortem openings

as senseless shades.

 

And from that circling void of the shuddering eye,

                                    insane at the raving wheel,                

they keep shelling out             this genesis,

            the other plane of madness,

the spick-and-span

 

Conception of the perfect Conmen,

 

able to sell mankind

even their own death,

                                   

even dense and dark—

 

To each—according to the subterranean needs!

           

            the collective chant titillates the bellies.

 

For it’s where one makes love

because of lack of love,

 

            where no corrective action,

no revision is permitted,

            and where people think

from the bottoms of each other’s minds.

 

But no one really knows

                                    how they manage to breed

                                                            the greatest conmen and hustlers

                        of all the times

stacked up against whom        Prometheus himself

                                    would have blushed                in shame

 

            unless there is—there has to be, indeed—

some Wizard of Oz at work

behind the curtains

or some strange, “[yet] practical science

of necromancy or magic

           

                        which operates on spirit by spirit

            or, as in alchemy,

                                                                        bodies on bodies

                        by making things similar

that are not so in essence,”

according to Picatrix 1:2,

the Moorish 10th century grimoire

 

                        that keeps on conjuring up

                                                                        throughout the ages

            the primeval Ghost of the Dead,

the original “communist” Specter

of the Sickle or harvesting Scythe,

its Lunar Crescent,

shearing off Time:

 

            “O Master Saturn, the Sterile, the Pernicious…

Thou, the old and cunning, master of all artifice,

deceitful, wise, and judicious … I conjure thee!”

(Picatrix 7, Invocation of Saturn).

 

For “Saturn is used to ask for needs

                                                            that one desires

                        from lords, nobles, presidents, kings,

                        old people, dead people, criminals…

                        slaves, thieves … and if you are sick

                        with a deadly disease and every other

                        similar request of the same nature

                        ask for it from Saturn…” (Pictarix 7).

 

                                    And there are, verily, not that many nations,

            so youthful and new,

                                                            that were invented and planned

along with all

                        their symbols and seals

                                                            so thoroughly and fully

by the old Atlantean occultists

and black magicians,

the dead souls’            conjuring virtuosos

           

which, by the way, is exactly

what the fantastic Odyssey

                                                was about

that has Odysseus,

sailing the seas

like the survivors

from Atlantis before him

on his return from the war

and from the dead

and from the beds of Circe, the Witch,

and Calypso, the Concealed One,

                                                the Chthonic Queens,

 

only to exact his revenge on the living—

 

For only here this magus’ art

                        had been so thoroughly transformed

into an institutional system of education,

                        turning ideas, opinions, news, and minds

into the media

                        the necromancer’s message of the Great Conman

 

            who floods the earthly ether with its sigils and spells.

 

This is, indeed, the Deluge via the word

of the smooth-talking sorcerer,

both the end and the new beginning,

                                    when there was nothing but—darkness and void

over the risen bottomless waters

 

after the swarms of angels,

                                                                        the fallen ones,

                                                lusted and went

after the wide-eyed

and knowing women of men

 

            in this perpetual Halloween

                                                where the souls of the dead

keep on coming out

from Hell’s open gates

to overflow and drown the living,

 

            or as another Saturnian painted it:

                                                            “to put in the shade

all former Exoduses of nations and crusades

                        with uninterrupted disturbance of all

social conditions,

everlasting uncertainty and agitation

                                                in which all fixed,

fast-frozen relations,

as the train of ancient and venerable ideas

are swept away, and all new-born

quickly grow old

before they can ossify,

and all that is solid melts,

and all that is holy                   is profaned.”

 

Till everyone gets drunk or drugged

                                                            and mates with anyone at will.

 

                        Bacchic Saturnalia thus meets All Hallow’s Eve.

 

            Yes, so deep, but no longer still,

                                                            but mightily jolting is

                        Poseidon’s old Atlantis

                                                            submerged, yet rising

            with its richly watered seeds

                                                from within these people

and their pragmatic women

                                                with this mighty common sense

 

that tries so hard to break and overturn

                                                            any Law of Nature.

 

And all this

just to make and worship

the One and Greatest of All Time Conman—