Here I am by the window
full of Autumn sliding
down its golden tones
and by Apollinaire
and his Bestiaire of souls
that keeps evoking Orpheus
and by Allen Ginsberg too
and his checkered booklet
Kaddish and Other Poems
in that tombstone jacket
of which he went searching
for Apollinaire in Père Lachaise
like a spider gleaming
with all the strings
round his naked belly
on the granite in the sun
and in that miniature eternity
in the city of Paris and St. Dionysus
just before I must have been born
out the uranium mines of Jáchymov,
by the Czech Mountains of the Ores.
By this Ohio window where the sky
gets caught in its purest awe
Jeanne Foster serves me
her Wild Hesperidean Apples,
and the Beat poet chinwags gently
with Diana Cooper, the last
British bountiful Artemis,
fresh from a choir manned
with slightly Baroque boys,
lying in a solid missionary pose
under Phlegon of Tralles
and his Books of Marvels
that have all that’s left
of Roman Sibylline
deathless prophecies.
And still further down
feminine Hermes
headlong falling
from the sky
is pinching Ulysses
from Calypso
who squeezed his knee
vainly with her bare thighs
of light and Renaissance,
while Penelope, being served
a ration of ambrosia instead
of her lost, philandering man,
is getting ready to show
her beauty, deified now,
to all her 108 suitors
alive for this one last time
right out of the brush
of Gerard Lairesse.
But still deeper down
lies the heroic Moor
who, part Adonis
and part war-horse,
is always in love
with some lady
and who, proudly
ignorant of Plato
like so many these days,
trusts that it’s honorable
to cheat, rob, or deceive
by lies all who don’t
worship his own God
from a nursery book
(“for an idiot is the one
who is possessed
by the wicked demons”
surrounding such a pious man).
And by the Heaven Is a Garden
on the top and one hundred pages
Guido Cavalcanti seeks to fulfil
and gently complete himself—
So here in this company
I am tucked away
by this Ohio window
in the Deciduous Land
that brims with flames
of light and Bromius,
held to precede even
primordial Night
and who was just as well
put down by Erato
on their wedding night.
Unless she tried and meant
to put him down to music.