Wednesday, June 10, 2020

Locals Do Say That In Ostrov They Do Have Their Own Chinese Wall Facing West* And Even My Memories There Somehow Bring A Chinese Out Of Me


When I visit Ostrov now
I can say with Yuan Mei:
“I was a pupil too there
forty years ago,

but no one knows me
when I go there today.
I walk alone…”
and even

my walk and its
solitude are not more
than long furrows
plowed unseen

by these very words
in the town, even if still
fragrant with a whiff
of the usual ozone mist

after rains or
in those mornings
that’re bringing in
their bushy clouds

unmooring, disarming
the square with its orbs
and the lined-up streets
with the terracotta facades

then gone out into white,
and whoever would enter
that scented haze may easily
as well get pregnant with a soul

and her mounting ore of silence.

*”The Chinese Wall” is a local somewhat derogatory nickname for a row of concrete apartment buildings constructed in the late 1970s just west off the Sorela heart of Ostrov, the size, height and brutalist conception of which directly and jarringly clashes with the architectonic unity and harmony of Ostrov’s Sorela.

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